One definition of free will is that you are not externally constrained from pursuing things that you do actually will. Much of your question could be critically seen as saying, “Maybe I dont have free will because I am not free to will things that I dont will.” If you have a will then it wills things. Defining its freedom away by saying it has characteristics and a nature doesn’t seem quite right.
Of course, much of the free will debate centers around whether the will is determined by the environment. People imagine a free will as being causally independent from whoever or whatever created it and conditions it.
The Christian view of free will is whether we are in bondage to sin. If we can’t help but sin but our spirit in the image of God doesn’t will that, then we are slaves to sin and not free.
The superstitious view is that we DO have free will and are causes unto ourselves and are little separate universes, sources, or gods, who stand out from the chain of causality:
(With this philosophy, we each exist as a separate self, insulated from the causality of the world, negotiating and battling against it with our OWN power, never explaining where we supposedly got this independence and power. “I am (or am supposed to be) a master of What Is.”)
The scientistic (not scientific) view is that we have DO NOT have free will and are caused by the universe:
(With this philosophy, we each exist as a separate self, created (and ordered around) by the universe via our genetics and the history of our environment up until now. “I am a slave or automaton to What Is.”)
The spiritual and scientific view, the truth, is that WE ARE ONE WITH CAUSALITY:
(We are part of, and fully united with, a free universe, which is our true Self. Causality runs to, through, between, within, and from each one of us. “I am one with What Is.”). We are freedom itself.